Dear Friends,

I am not a usual guy. I have never cheated on a girlfriend. Ever. I know that some of you might find that hard to believe but, past girlfriends who receive this letter will vouch for me. I am mr. Commitment. I guess it's because for the longest time I have always wanted someone. I have always wanted to share my life with that certain someone. That has in fact scared EVERY girl that I have been involved with off (again past girlfriends....you agree right?) Anyway, the point that I am getting to (cause there is always a point) is Today, I didn't want a girlfriend. I didn't want to be committed. I didn't want that certain someone. I have come to a point in my life where I uncertain of who to share my life with as a partner. I listened to a Dave Mathew's Song today called, "Say Goodbye." It is an awesome song about Experiencing love with your friend for just one night and then the next day go back to being friends. For the first time in my life I want that. I want to be free. I want to be able to rise above the normal game of "Find-a-GF and see how long you can keep her" and come onto a new playing feild. My life shouldn't revolve around a person. A girl. No offense to any girls out there but, you gals are the most indecisive people on the planet why should I be revolving my life around you. It's my life. (isn't that a song? A gay one at that. No offense to any gay people or any Bon Jovi fans) See for as long as I could remember there have always been
crutches in my life. I did my best to get rid of a lot of them early. But, this one was always the one that snuck in. And I think today is it's day to finally die. So here he is the New Crutchless Anthony (no matter which way I look at it, It look's like I just typed "Crotchless"). Love you guys.....

Love you guys,

Antny