Dear Friends,

Sometimes I wonder what I could have been. Where I could have gone. Who I could know. Everyday each and everyone of us is faced with certain life-changing decisions that may lead us on a new path. Each day we make those decisions and waltz through the next entrance of the maze that precedes us. Can you imagine for a moment though where you would be if you chose diferantly? If you would have went to college? If you would have said yes to that guy? Or if you would have said no? If you would have not gone along on the "Greatest Road Trip Ever" to Pittsburgh? If, as you sat staring at each other smiling, you would have just leaned over and kissed her? If you would have waited a week to search for a diferant place to live? If you would have been born in Alaska? Hawaii? Los Angelos? Delaware?

Ok not Delaware... (No offense to the lovely citizens of Delaware)

But, you understand my point. What would you being doing right now if you would have chosen door #3 instead of two? If you would have taken the money? If you would have not told her that you liked her? If you did tell her? If you listened to your mother? If you quit when you said you were gonna. If you kept on going even though everyone told you to quit? If Kerri Maxwell actually did go out on a date with you! And when she did you didn't enjoy it? If you said hi to the guy next to you even though he scares you? If you didn't talk to the less-than reputable girl running the laundry mat. If you did forgive even though you had no reason to? If you went left instead of right. If you didn't play her the song your wrote. If you hit that car in front of you.

If you read this email instead of deleting it?

Would it be weird?

I guess the question really is. Would you be happier? Or did you make the right decisions? That question can really be answered by another. Are you a person who regrets their decisions or the ones they ran from? Sometimes I don't really know who I am. I know who I want to be but if you sit and watch people now-a-days, you will realize that the world is made up of people fighting over who they are and who they want to be. Or at least I know that's how I am. I know what I want to be.....yet many subconcious moments I fall into who I am and am imprisoned with out knowing it. That's why I think it's good for myself and anyone else that can relate to this to stop and review your life for a moment. Take all the things that I think I am and size them up with my actual life. If it doesn't equal out then I am doing something wrong.

Then go buy yourself some Little Debbies' as a reward. The one's with the chocolate chips are good. :o)

Love you Guys,

Anthony Doria