Dear Friends,

Have you ever felt dead. Completely useless to the world. Stuck in this bubble of crap with no way out? The last month or so that was me in a nutshell (please....no nutshell jokes). I came to a dead end last night. A place where I had two choices.....Quit, go home and go to sleep....or bend over, take it up the tail pipe and assume leadership. I fortunately chose the second one. After a looo-haaa-aaaat of discussing with my self what the right move was....I knew what I needed to do. And that's where NEPO came back again my friends. If any of you ever said to yourself, "What the hell is he talking about?" This email will explain NEPO in the best way I can.

Here we go.

Once I , again, chose the right path in life I was rewarded. This "reward" may not seem large to anyone else but, to me it meant the world. (No Jennifer White didn't ask me out....she's in Chi-Town at Ozzfest....Good guess though.) It was one simple phone call. I didn't recieve anything. I didn't win or lose anything. I just got a phone call. But that one phone call made me break out of my shell that I have been living in for the last month. (Please.....no Ninja Turtle jokes) See I have a specific purpose for myself on this planet.....sometimes I stray away from it...that's when NEPO leaves. But, when I realize I have been drifted off the path and correct myself....NEPO returns. NEPO is the feeling you get when you laugh uncontrollably at a joke only you and your best friend would understand. NEPO is when you see that spark in your girlfriends smile. NEPO is when everything seems to work out....you don't know why. But, most of all NEPO is when you know your life is on the right track. Everyone has a NEPO, the only problem is....some people try to deny that it is there....But it is....I have proof.

Love you guys...

Anthony Doria